I Know That I Wonder...

Intro-


I had to take a few days off the old blog there, since I had to do some blogging for one of my summer courses, and with the arthritis, after I am done with one blog, my hand is usually very tired. So Happy Memorial Day!! It rained and poured the whole day, then I decided to clean. I mean I went on a rampage, and enjoyed the reward from it!


Body


So, I hope to be done with the summer courses sooner than later. I am beginning to HATE school. GAH, and when the fuck am I going to study for the GRE? Now. I should start setting at least an hour every other day to studying for it! I am supposed to be taking the GRE in August, so, SCARY. Not to mention I have pretty bad test anxiety. Oh, and I am not that good at math. 


Lately


I've not been getting much regular sleep and am looking forward to the waffles that await me in the morning. Maybe if I don't stay in the effing bed all day everyday, then I wouldn't be up all hours of the night! I will work on that among other things. I am getting excited about travel this summer up the east coast again, I think it will be pretty cool to see those I have not in such an amount of time. Also, my thesis chair STILL has not gotten back to me with his edits for my paper. WTF!! 


I Have Not


Begun to feel inspired to write poetically as of yet, maybe one day, right? 'knock-knock creativity, anyone home?' I don't know when, but when I do get it back, it-will-be-epic. Speaking of which, here is my artistic moment for the day:


Follow and Feel


-Saosin

Don't let them know

you're watching the situation crumble.

These things, they take time...

and they know, yes, they know they should be better now.

She's watching me awkwardly from a distance.

Should I care?

Is there something more I should have known?

I know that I wonder.

They took his crown.

There's nothing more left of him now.

but he will be okay

I appreciate, now that they choose to ignore...

I can't set her free to go without a payment plan.

She's watching me awkwardly from a distance.

Should I care?

Is there something more I should have known?

I know that I wonder

She's watching me awkwardly from a distance.

Should I care?

Is there something more I should have known?

I don't need to wonder.

Conclusion

This is my favorite song from one of my favorite bands. It is my favorite for a variety of reasons. The music, the lyrics, I just love it! I usually listen to it RIGHT before I write in my journal. It sparks tons of introspective thought.

K, Bye

-Desi